I got my job!!!! I start next Tuesday. There are a lot of emotions tied up in it. I am excited to start a new chapter in my life. But I am sad I have to leave my son. It will be interestig to see how things turn out with my husband watching my son. He will be going to his shop with him. I do not know that any work will get done. But we will see.

Koltin at two months

We had Koltins two month checkup yesterday. He is gaining weight, but the doctor didn't seen to enthused with how much he had gained. I started to feel bad like there was something I was doing wrong. My husband opened my eyes that I am doing nothing wrong. I am feeding him when he is hungry and letting him eat until he is full. He did also have thrush. After doing research I found that it can be painful to them and it could affect their eating habbits until it is gone. The doctor gave him some medicine so hopefully it helps. In a month he only gained a little less than a pound, all of my friends baby's have gained more than that, I guess he will just grow at his own pase.

This is my amazing new baby boy. He has brought so much joy to my life. I never knew it was possible to love someone so much. I was worried just like every other parent that I was going to be able to take care of him. But the mother is not that hard. In fact I am enjoying it greatly. I will have to go back to work here in the next week or two and it is going to be very hard to leave him.

Back to work

Now because Corral West is closing I have to find another job. I did have an interview last week at a bank near where I live. I am keeping my fingers crossed that I get it. A new job would be a nice change of pace since I have worked at the same job for the last five years. I can't help but be a little sad because going back to work means I have to leave my son. He was born seven weeks ago and I have not been away from him more than two hours. I do enjoy spending my time with him every day.

My life has changed greatly in the last two months. It is hard at times to cope with all of the crazy changes. I am happy with most of them, it is a just a little overwhelming.